PAPER 182
- IN GETHSEMANE
It was about ten
o'clock this Thursday night when Jesus led the
eleven apostles from the home of Elijah and Mary
Mark on their way back to the Gethsemane camp. Ever
since that day in the hills, John Mark had made it
his business to keep a watchful eye on Jesus. John,
being in need of sleep, had obtained several hours
of rest while the Master had been with his apostles
in the upper room, but on hearing them coming
downstairs, he arose and, quickly throwing a linen
coat about himself, followed them through the city,
over the brook Kidron, and on to their private
encampment adjacent to Gethsemane Park. And John
Mark remained so near the Master throughout this
night and the next day that he witnessed everything
and overheard much of what the Master said from this
time on to the hour of the crucifixion.
As Jesus and the
eleven made their way back to camp, the apostles
began to wonder about the meaning of Judas's
prolonged absence, and they spoke to one another
concerning the Master's prediction that one of them
would betray him, and for the first time they
suspected that all was not well with Judas Iscariot.
But they did not engage in open comment about Judas
until they reached the camp and observed that he was
not there, waiting to receive them. When they all
besieged Andrew to know what had become of Judas,
their chief remarked only, "I do not know where
Judas is, but I fear he has deserted us."
1. THE
LAST GROUP PRAYER
A few moments
after arriving at camp, Jesus said to them: "My
friends and brethren, my time with you is now very
short, and I desire that we draw apart by ourselves
while we pray to our Father in heaven for strength
to sustain us in this hour and henceforth in all the
work we must do in his name."
When Jesus had
thus spoken, he led the way a short distance up on
Olivet, and in full view of Jerusalem he bade them
kneel on a large flat rock in a circle about him as
they had done on the day of their ordination; and
then, as he stood there in the midst of them
glorified in the mellow moonlight, he lifted up his
eyes toward heaven and prayed:
"Father, my hour
has come; now glorify your Son that the Son may
glorify you. I know that you have given me full
authority over all living creatures in my realm, and
I will give eternal life to all who will become
faith sons of God. And this is eternal life, that my
creatures should know you as the only true God and
Father of all, and that they should believe in him
whom you sent into the world. Father, I have exalted
you on earth and have accomplished the work which
you gave me to do. I have almost finished my
bestowal upon the children of our own creation;
there remains only for me to lay down my life in the
flesh. And now,
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O my Father,
glorify me with the glory which I had with you
before this world was and receive me once more at
your right hand.
"I have manifested
you to the men whom you chose from the world and
gave to me. They are yours--as all life is in your
hands--you gave them to me, and I have lived among
them, teaching them the way of life, and they have
believed. These men are learning that all I have
comes from you, and that the life I live in the
flesh is to make known my Father to the worlds. The
truth which you have given to me I have revealed to
them. These, my friends and ambassadors, have
sincerely willed to receive your word. I have told
them that I came forth from you, that you sent me
into this world, and that I am about to return to
you. Father, I do pray for these chosen men. And I
pray for them not as I would pray for the world, but
as for those whom I have chosen out of the world to
represent me to the world after I have returned to
your work, even as I have represented you in this
world during my sojourn in the flesh. These men are
mine; you gave them to me; but all things which are
mine are ever yours, and all that which was yours
you have now caused to be mine. You have been
exalted in me, and I now pray that I may be honored
in these men. I can no longer be in this world; I am
about to return to the work you have given me to do.
I must leave these men behind to represent us and
our kingdom among men. Father, keep these men
faithful as I prepare to yield up my life in the
flesh. Help these, my friends, to be one in spirit,
even as we are one. As long as I could be with them,
I could watch over them and guide them, but now am I
about to go away. Be near them, Father, until we can
send the new teacher to comfort and strengthen them.
"You gave me
twelve men, and I have kept them all save one, the
son of revenge, who would not have further
fellowship with us. These men are weak and frail,
but I know we can trust them; I have proved them;
they love me, even as they reverence you. While they
must suffer much for my sake, I desire that they
should also be filled with the joy of the assurance
of sonship in the heavenly kingdom. I have given
these men your word and have taught them the truth.
The world may hate them, even as it has hated me,
but I do not ask that you take them out of the
world, only that you keep them from the evil in the
world. Sanctify them in the truth; your word is
truth. And as you sent me into this world, even so
am I about to send these men into the world. For
their sakes I have lived among men and have
consecrated my life to your service that I might
inspire them to be purified through the truth I have
taught them and the love I have revealed to them. I
well know, my Father, that there is no need for me
to ask you to watch over these brethren after I have
gone; I know you love them even as I, but I do this
that they may the better realize the Father loves
mortal men even as does the Son.
"And now, my
Father, I would pray not only for these eleven men
but also for all others who now believe, or who may
hereafter believe the gospel of the kingdom through
the word of their future ministry. I want them all
to be one, even as you and I are one. You are in me
and I am in you, and I desire that these believers
likewise be in us; that both of our spirits indwell
them. If my children are one as we are one, and if
they love one another as I have loved them, all men
will then believe that I came forth from you and be
willing to receive the revelation of truth and glory
which I have made. The glory which you gave me I
have revealed to these believers. As you have lived
with me in spirit, so have I lived with them in the
flesh. As you have been one with me, so have I been
one with them, and so will the new teacher ever be
one with them and in them. And all this
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have I done that
my brethren in the flesh may know that the Father
loves them even as does the Son, and that you love
them even as you love me. Father, work with me to
save these believers that they may presently come to
be with me in glory and then go on to join you in
the Paradise embrace. Those who serve with me in
humiliation, I would have with me in glory so that
they may see all you have given into my hands as the
eternal harvest of the seed sowing of time in the
likeness of mortal flesh. I long to show my earthly
brethren the glory I had with you before the
founding of this world. This world knows very little
of you, righteous Father, but I know you, and I have
made you known to these believers, and they will
make known your name to other generations. And now I
promise them that you will be with them in the world
even as you have been with me--even so."
The eleven
remained kneeling in this circle about Jesus for
several minutes before they arose and in silence
made their way back to the near-by camp.
Jesus prayed for
unity among his followers, but he did not
desire uniformity. Sin creates a dead level of evil
inertia, but righteousness nourishes the creative
spirit of individual experience in the living
realities of eternal truth and in the progressive
communion of the divine spirits of the Father and
the Son. In the spiritual fellowship of the
believer-son with the divine Father there can never
be doctrinal finality and sectarian superiority of
group consciousness.
The Master, during
the course of this final prayer with his apostles,
alluded to the fact that he had manifested the
Father's name to the world. And that is truly
what he did by the revelation of God through his
perfected life in the flesh. The Father in heaven
had sought to reveal himself to Moses, but he could
proceed no further than to cause it to be said, "I
AM." And when pressed for further revelation of
himself, it was only disclosed, "I AM that I AM."
But when Jesus had finished his earth life, this
name of the Father had been so revealed that the
Master, who was the Father incarnate, could truly
say:
I am the bread of
life.
I am the living
water.
I am the light of
the world.
I am the desire of
all ages.
I am the open door
to eternal salvation.
I am the reality
of endless life.
I am the good
shepherd.
I am the pathway
of infinite perfection.
I am the
resurrection and the life.
I am the secret of
eternal survival.
I am the way, the
truth, and the life.
I am the infinite
Father of my finite children.
I am the true
vine; you are the branches.
I am the hope of
all who know the living truth.
I am the living
bridge from one world to another.
I am the living
link between time and eternity.
Thus did Jesus
enlarge the living revelation of the name of God to
all generations. As divine love reveals the nature
of God, eternal truth discloses his name in
ever-enlarging proportions.
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2. LAST
HOUR BEFORE THE BETRAYAL
The apostles were
greatly shocked when they returned to their camp and
found Judas absent. While the eleven were engaged in
a heated discussion of their traitorous fellow
apostle, David Zebedee and John Mark took Jesus to
one side and revealed that they had kept Judas under
observation for several days, and that they knew he
intended to betray him into the hands of his
enemies. Jesus listened to them but only said: "My
friends, nothing can happen to the Son of Man unless
the Father in heaven so wills. Let not your hearts
be troubled; all things will work together for the
glory of God and the salvation of men."
The cheerful
attitude of Jesus was waning. As the hour passed, he
grew more and more serious, even sorrowful. The
apostles, being much agitated, were loath to return
to their tents even when requested to do so by the
Master himself. Returning from his talk with David
and John, he addressed his last words to all eleven,
saying: "My friends, go to your rest. Prepare
yourselves for the work of tomorrow. Remember, we
should all submit ourselves to the will of the
Father in heaven. My peace I leave with you." And
having thus spoken, he motioned them to their tents,
but as they went, he called to Peter, James, and
John, saying, "I desire that you remain with me for
a little while."
The apostles fell
asleep only because they were literally exhausted;
they had been running short on sleep ever since
their arrival in Jerusalem. Before they went to
their separate sleeping quarters, Simon Zelotes led
them all over to his tent, where were stored the
swords and other arms, and supplied each of them
with this fighting equipment. All of them received
these arms and girded themselves therewith except
Nathaniel. Nathaniel, in refusing to arm himself,
said: "My brethren, the Master has repeatedly told
us that his kingdom is not of this world, and that
his disciples should not fight with the sword to
bring about its establishment. I believe this; I do
not think the Master needs to have us employ the
sword in his defense. We have all seen his mighty
power and know that he could defend himself against
his enemies if he so desired. If he will not resist
his enemies, it must be that such a course
represents his attempt to fulfill his Father's will.
I will pray, but I will not wield the sword." When
Andrew heard Nathaniel's speech, he handed his sword
back to Simon Zelotes. And so nine of them were
armed as they separated for the night.
Resentment of
Judas's being a traitor for the moment eclipsed
everything else in the apostles' minds. The Master's
comment in reference to Judas, spoken in the course
of the last prayer, opened their eyes to the fact
that he had forsaken them.
After the eight
apostles had finally gone to their tents, and while
Peter, James, and John were standing by to receive
the Master's orders, Jesus called to David Zebedee,
"Send to me your most fleet and trustworthy
messenger." When David brought to the Master one
Jacob, once a runner on the overnight messenger
service between Jerusalem and Bethsaida, Jesus,
addressing him, said: "In all haste, go to Abner at
Philadelphia and say: `The Master sends greetings of
peace to you and says that the hour has come when he
will be delivered into the hands of his enemies, who
will put him to death, but that he will rise from
the dead and appear to you shortly, before he goes
to the Father, and that he will then give you
guidance to the time when the new teacher shall come
to live in your hearts.'" And when Jacob had
rehearsed this message to the
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Master's
satisfaction, Jesus sent him on his way, saying:
"Fear not what any man may do to you, Jacob, for
this night an unseen messenger will run by your
side."
Then Jesus turned
to the chief of the visiting Greeks who were
encamped with them, and said: "My brother, be not
disturbed by what is about to take place since I
have already forewarned you. The Son of Man will be
put to death at the instigation of his enemies, the
chief priests and the rulers of the Jews, but I will
rise to be with you a short time before I go to the
Father. And when you have seen all this come to
pass, glorify God and strengthen your brethren."
In ordinary
circumstances the apostles would have bidden the
Master a personal good night, but this evening they
were so preoccupied with the sudden realization of
Judas's desertion and so overcome by the unusual
nature of the Master's farewell prayer that they
listened to his good-bye salutation and went away in
silence.
Jesus did say this
to Andrew as he left his side that night: "Andrew,
do what you can to keep your brethren together until
I come again to you after I have drunk this cup.
Strengthen your brethren, seeing that I have already
told you all. Peace be with you."
None of the
apostles expected anything out of the ordinary to
happen that night since it was already so late. They
sought sleep that they might rise up early in the
morning and be prepared for the worst. They thought
that the chief priests would seek to apprehend their
Master early in the morning as no secular work was
ever done after noon on the preparation day for the
Passover. Only David Zebedee and John Mark
understood that the enemies of Jesus were coming
with Judas that very night.
David had arranged
to stand guard that night on the upper trail which
led to the Bethany-Jerusalem road, while John Mark
was to watch along the road coming up by the Kidron
to Gethsemane. Before David went to his self-imposed
task of outpost duty, he bade farewell to Jesus,
saying: "Master, I have had great joy in my service
with you. My brothers are your apostles, but I have
delighted to do the lesser things as they should be
done, and I shall miss you with all my heart when
you are gone." And then said Jesus to David: "David,
my son, others have done that which they were
directed to do, but this service have you done of
your own heart, and I have not been unmindful of
your devotion. You, too, shall some day serve with
me in the eternal kingdom."
And then, as he
prepared to go on watch by the upper trail, David
said to Jesus: "You know, Master, I sent for your
family, and I have word by a messenger that they are
tonight in Jericho. They will be here early tomorrow
forenoon since it would be dangerous for them to
come up the bloody way by night." And Jesus, looking
down upon David, only said: "Let it be so, David."
When David had
gone up Olivet, John Mark took up his vigil near the
road which ran by the brook down to Jerusalem. And
John would have remained at this post but for his
great desire to be near Jesus and to know what was
going on. Shortly after David left him, and when
John Mark observed Jesus withdraw, with Peter,
James, and John, into a near-by ravine, he was so
overcome with combined devotion and curiosity that
he forsook his sentinel post and followed after
them, hiding himself in the bushes, from which place
he saw and overheard all that transpired during
those last moments in the garden and just before
Judas and the armed guards appeared to arrest Jesus.
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While all this
was in progress at the Master's camp, Judas Iscariot
was in conference with the captain of the temple
guards, who had assembled his men preparatory to
setting out, under the leadership of the betrayer,
to arrest Jesus.
3. ALONE
IN GETHSEMANE
After all was
still and quiet about the camp, Jesus, taking Peter,
James, and John, went a short way up a near-by
ravine where he had often before gone to pray and
commune. The three apostles could not help
recognizing that he was grievously oppressed; never
before had they observed their Master to be so
heavy-laden and sorrowful. When they arrived at the
place of his devotions, he bade the three sit down
and watch with him while he went off about a stone's
throw to pray. And when he had fallen down on his
face, he prayed: "My Father, I came into this world
to do your will, and so have I. I know that the hour
has come to lay down this life in the flesh, and I
do not shrink therefrom, but I would know that it is
your will that I drink this cup. Send me the
assurance that I will please you in my death even as
I have in my life."
The Master
remained in a prayerful attitude for a few moments,
and then, going over to the three apostles, he found
them sound asleep, for their eyes were heavy and
they could not remain awake. As Jesus awoke them, he
said: "What! can you not watch with me even for one
hour? Cannot you see that my soul is exceedingly
sorrowful, even to death, and that I crave your
companionship?" After the three had aroused from
their slumber, the Master again went apart by
himself and, falling down on the ground, again
prayed: "Father, I know it is possible to avoid this
cup--all things are possible with you--but I have
come to do your will, and while this is a bitter
cup, I would drink it if it is your will." And when
he had thus prayed, a mighty angel came down by his
side and, speaking to him, touched him and
strengthened him.
When Jesus
returned to speak with the three apostles, he again
found them fast asleep. He awakened them, saying:
"In such an hour I need that you should watch and
pray with me--all the more do you need to pray that
you enter not into temptation--wherefore do you fall
asleep when I leave you?"
And then, for a
third time, the Master withdrew and prayed: "Father,
you see my sleeping apostles; have mercy upon them.
The spirit is indeed willing, but the flesh is weak.
And now, O Father, if this cup may not pass, then
would I drink it. Not my will, but yours, be done."
And when he had finished praying, he lay for a
moment prostrate on the ground. When he arose and
went back to his apostles, once more he found them
asleep. He surveyed them and, with a pitying
gesture, tenderly said: "Sleep on now and take your
rest; the time of decision is past. The hour is now
upon us wherein the Son of Man will be betrayed into
the hands of his enemies." As he reached down to
shake them that he might awaken them, he said:
"Arise, let us be going back to the camp, for,
behold, he who betrays me is at hand, and the hour
has come when my flock shall be scattered. But I
have already told you about these things."
During the years
that Jesus lived among his followers, they did,
indeed, have much proof of his divine nature, but
just now are they about to witness new evidences of
his humanity. Just before the greatest of all the
revelations of his divinity, his resurrection, must
now come the greatest proofs of his mortal nature,
his humiliation and crucifixion.
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Each time he
prayed in the garden, his humanity laid a firmer
faith-hold upon his divinity; his human will more
completely became one with the divine will of his
Father. Among other words spoken to him by the
mighty angel was the message that the Father desired
his Son to finish his earth bestowal by passing
through the creature experience of death just as all
mortal creatures must experience material
dissolution in passing from the existence of time
into the progression of eternity.
Earlier in the
evening it had not seemed so difficult to drink the
cup, but as the human Jesus bade farewell to his
apostles and sent them to their rest, the trial grew
more appalling. Jesus experienced that natural ebb
and flow of feeling which is common to all human
experience, and just now he was weary from work,
exhausted from the long hours of strenuous labor and
painful anxiety concerning the safety of his
apostles. While no mortal can presume to understand
the thoughts and feelings of the incarnate Son of
God at such a time as this, we know that he endured
great anguish and suffered untold sorrow, for the
perspiration rolled off his face in great drops. He
was at last convinced that the Father intended to
allow natural events to take their course; he was
fully determined to employ none of his sovereign
power as the supreme head of a universe to save
himself.
The assembled
hosts of a vast creation are now hovered over this
scene under the transient joint command of Gabriel
and the Personalized Adjuster of Jesus. The division
commanders of these armies of heaven have repeatedly
been warned not to interfere with these transactions
on earth unless Jesus himself should order them to
intervene.
The experience of
parting with the apostles was a great strain on the
human heart of Jesus; this sorrow of love bore down
on him and made it more difficult to face such a
death as he well knew awaited him. He realized how
weak and how ignorant his apostles were, and he
dreaded to leave them. He well knew that the time of
his departure had come, but his human heart longed
to find out whether there might not possibly be some
legitimate avenue of escape from this terrible
plight of suffering and sorrow. And when it had thus
sought escape, and failed, it was willing to drink
the cup. The divine mind of Michael knew he had done
his best for the twelve apostles; but the human
heart of Jesus wished that more might have been done
for them before they should be left alone in the
world. Jesus' heart was being crushed; he truly
loved his brethren. He was isolated from his family
in the flesh; one of his chosen associates was
betraying him. His father Joseph's people had
rejected him and thereby sealed their doom as a
people with a special mission on earth. His soul was
tortured by baffled love and rejected mercy. It was
just one of those awful human moments when
everything seems to bear down with crushing cruelty
and terrible agony.
Jesus' humanity
was not insensible to this situation of private
loneliness, public shame, and the appearance of the
failure of his cause. All these sentiments bore down
on him with indescribable heaviness. In this great
sorrow his mind went back to the days of his
childhood in Nazareth and to his early work in
Galilee. At the time of this great trial there came
up in his mind many of those pleasant scenes of his
earthly ministry. And it was from these old memories
of Nazareth, Capernaum, Mount Hermon, and of the
sunrise and sunset on the shimmering Sea of Galilee,
that he soothed himself as he made his human heart
strong and ready to encounter the traitor who should
so soon betray him.
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Before Judas and
the soldiers arrived, the Master had fully regained
his customary poise; the spirit had triumphed over
the flesh; faith had asserted itself over all human
tendencies to fear or entertain doubt. The supreme
test of the full realization of the human nature had
been met and acceptably passed. Once more the Son of
Man was prepared to face his enemies with equanimity
and in the full assurance of his invincibility as a
mortal man unreservedly dedicated to the doing of
his Father's will.
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