PAPER 128
- JESUS' EARLY MANHOOD
As Jesus of
Nazareth entered upon the early years of his adult
life, he had lived, and continued to live, a normal
and average human life on earth. Jesus came into
this world just as other children come; he had
nothing to do with selecting his parents. He did
choose this particular world as the planet whereon
to carry out his seventh and final bestowal, his
incarnation in the likeness of mortal flesh, but
otherwise he entered the world in a natural manner,
growing up as a child of the realm and wrestling
with the vicissitudes of his environment just as do
other mortals on this and on similar worlds.
Always
be mindful of the twofold purpose of Michael's
bestowal on Urantia:
1. The
mastering of the experience of living the full life
of a human creature in mortal flesh, the completion
of his sovereignty in Nebadon.
2. The
revelation of the Universal Father to the mortal
dwellers on the worlds of time and space and the
more effective leading of these same mortals to a
better understanding of the Universal Father.
All
other creature benefits and universe advantages were
incidental and secondary to these major purposes of
the mortal bestowal.
1. THE
TWENTY-FIRST YEAR (A.D. 15)
With the
attainment of adult years Jesus began in earnest and
with full self-consciousness the task of completing
the experience of mastering the knowledge of the
life of his lowest form of intelligent creatures,
thereby finally and fully earning the right of
unqualified rulership of his self-created universe.
He entered upon this stupendous task fully realizing
his dual nature. But he had already effectively
combined these two natures into one÷Jesus of
Nazareth.
Joshua
ben Joseph knew full well that he was a man, a
mortal man, born of woman. This is shown in the
selection of his first title, the Son of Man.
He was truly a partaker of flesh and blood, and even
now, as he presides in sovereign authority over the
destinies of a universe, he still bears among his
numerous well-earned titles that of Son of Man. It
is literally true that the creative Word÷the Creator
Son÷of the Universal Father was "made flesh and
dwelt as a man of the realm on Urantia." He labored,
grew weary, rested, and slept. He hungered and
satisfied such cravings with food; he thirsted and
quenched his thirst with water. He experienced the
full gamut of human feelings and emotions; he was
"in all things tested, even as you are," and he
suffered and died.
He
obtained knowledge, gained experience, and combined
these into wisdom, just as do other mortals of the
realm. Until after his baptism he availed himself
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of no
supernatural power. He employed no agency not a part
of his human endowment as a son of Joseph and Mary.
As to
the attributes of his prehuman existence, he emptied
himself. Prior to the beginning of his public work
his knowledge of men and events was wholly
self-limited. He was a true man among men.
It is
forever and gloriously true: "We have a high ruler
who can be touched with the feeling of our
infirmities. We have a Sovereign who was in all
points tested and tempted like as we are, yet
without sin." And since he himself has suffered,
being tested and tried, he is abundantly able to
understand and minister to those who are confused
and distressed.
The
Nazareth carpenter now fully understood the work
before him, but he chose to live his human life in
the channel of its natural flowing. And in some of
these matters he is indeed an example to his mortal
creatures, even as it is recorded: "Let this mind be
in you which was also in Christ Jesus, who, being of
the nature of God, thought it not strange to be
equal with God. But he made himself to be of little
import and, taking upon himself the form of a
creature, was born in the likeness of mankind. And
being thus fashioned as a man, he humbled himself
and became obedient to death, even the death of the
cross."
He lived
his mortal life just as all others of the human
family may live theirs, "who in the days of the
flesh so frequently offered up prayers and
supplications, even with strong feelings and tears,
to Him who is able to save from all evil, and his
prayers were effective because he believed."
Wherefore it behooved him in every respect to
be made like his brethren that he might become a
merciful and understanding sovereign ruler over
them.
Of his
human nature he was never in doubt; it was
self-evident and always present in his
consciousness. But of his divine nature there was
always room for doubt and conjecture, at least this
was true right up to the event of his baptism. The
self-realization of divinity was a slow and, from
the human standpoint, a natural evolutionary
revelation. This revelation and self-realization of
divinity began in Jerusalem when he was not quite
thirteen years old with the first supernatural
occurrence of his human existence; and this
experience of effecting the self-realization of his
divine nature was completed at the time of his
second supernatural experience while in the flesh,
the episode attendant upon his baptism by John in
the Jordan, which event marked the beginning of his
public career of ministry and teaching.
Between
these two celestial visitations, one in his
thirteenth year and the other at his baptism, there
occurred nothing supernatural or superhuman in the
life of this incarnated Creator Son. Notwithstanding
this, the babe of Bethlehem, the lad, youth, and man
of Nazareth, was in reality the incarnated Creator
of a universe; but he never once used aught of this
power, nor did he utilize the guidance of celestial
personalities, aside from that of his guardian
seraphim, in the living of his human life up to the
day of his baptism by John. And we who thus testify
know whereof we speak.
And yet,
throughout all these years of his life in the flesh
he was truly divine. He was actually a Creator Son
of the Paradise Father. When once he had espoused
his public career, subsequent to the technical
completion of his purely mortal experience of
sovereignty acquirement, he did not hesitate
publicly to admit that he was the Son of God. He did
not hesitate to declare, "I am Alpha and Omega, the
beginning and the end, the first and the last." He
made no protest in later
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years when he was
called Lord of Glory, Ruler of a Universe, the Lord
God of all creation, the Holy One of Israel, the
Lord of all, our Lord and our God, God with us,
having a name above every name and on all worlds,
the Omnipotence of a universe, the Universe Mind of
this creation, the One in whom are hid all treasures
of wisdom and knowledge, the fullness of Him who
fills all things, the eternal Word of the eternal
God, the One who was before all things and in whom
all things consist, the Creator of the heavens and
the earth, the Upholder of a universe, the Judge of
all the earth, the Giver of life eternal, the True
Shepherd, the Deliverer of the worlds, and the
Captain of our salvation.
He never
objected to any of these titles as they were applied
to him subsequent to the emergence from his purely
human life into the later years of his
self-consciousness of the ministry of divinity in
humanity, and for humanity, and to humanity on this
world and for all other worlds. Jesus objected to
but one title as applied to him: When he was once
called Immanuel, he merely replied, "Not I, that is
my elder brother."
Always,
even after his emergence into the larger life on
earth, Jesus was submissively subject to the will of
the Father in heaven.
After
his baptism he thought nothing of permitting his
sincere believers and grateful followers to worship
him. Even while he wrestled with poverty and toiled
with his hands to provide the necessities of life
for his family, his awareness that he was a Son of
God was growing; he knew that he was the maker of
the heavens and this very earth whereon he was now
living out his human existence. And the hosts of
celestial beings throughout the great and onlooking
universe likewise knew that this man of Nazareth was
their beloved Sovereign and Creator-father. A
profound suspense pervaded the universe of Nebadon
throughout these years; all celestial eyes were
continuously focused on Urantia÷on Palestine.
This
year Jesus went up to Jerusalem with Joseph to
celebrate the Passover. Having taken James to the
temple for consecration, he deemed it his duty to
take Joseph. Jesus never exhibited any degree of
partiality in dealing with his family. He went with
Joseph to Jerusalem by the usual Jordan valley
route, but he returned to Nazareth by the east
Jordan way, which led through Amathus. Going down
the Jordan, Jesus narrated Jewish history to Joseph
and on the return trip told him about the
experiences of the reputed tribes of Ruben, Gad, and
Gilead that traditionally had dwelt in these regions
east of the river.
Joseph
asked Jesus many leading questions concerning his
life mission, but to most of these inquiries Jesus
would only reply, "My hour has not yet come."
However, in these intimate discussions many words
were dropped which Joseph remembered during the
stirring events of subsequent years. Jesus, with
Joseph, spent this Passover with his three friends
at Bethany, as was his custom when in Jerusalem
attending these festival commemorations.
2. THE
TWENTY-SECOND YEAR (A.D. 16)
This was
one of several years during which Jesus' brothers
and sisters were facing the trials and tribulations
peculiar to the problems and readjustments of
adolescence. Jesus now had brothers and sisters
ranging in ages from seven to eighteen, and he was
kept busy helping them to adjust themselves to the
new awakenings of their intellectual and emotional
lives. He had thus to grapple with
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the problems of
adolescence as they became manifest in the lives of
his younger brothers and sisters.
This
year Simon graduated from school and began work with
Jesus' old boyhood playmate and ever-ready defender,
Jacob the stone mason. As a result of several family
conferences it was decided that it was unwise for
all the boys to take up carpentry. It was thought
that by diversifying their trades they would be
prepared to take contracts for putting up entire
buildings. Again, they had not all kept busy since
three of them had been working as full-time
carpenters.
Jesus
continued this year at house finishing and
cabinetwork but spent most of his time at the
caravan repair shop. James was beginning to
alternate with him in attendance at the shop. The
latter part of this year, when carpenter work was
slack about Nazareth, Jesus left James in charge of
the repair shop and Joseph at the home bench while
he went over to Sepphoris to work with a smith. He
worked six months with metals and acquired
considerable skill at the anvil.
Before
taking up his new employment at Sepphoris, Jesus
held one of his periodic family conferences and
solemnly installed James, then just past eighteen
years old, as acting head of the family. He promised
his brother hearty support and full co-operation and
exacted formal promises of obedience to James from
each member of the family. From this day James
assumed full financial responsibility for the
family, Jesus making his weekly payments to his
brother. Never again did Jesus take the reins out of
James's hands. While working at Sepphoris he could
have walked home every night if necessary, but he
purposely remained away, assigning weather and other
reasons, but his true motive was to train James and
Joseph in the bearing of the family responsibility.
He had begun the slow process of weaning his family.
Each Sabbath Jesus returned to Nazareth, and
sometimes during the week when occasion required, to
observe the working of the new plan, to give advice
and offer helpful suggestions.
Living
much of the time in Sepphoris for six months
afforded Jesus a new opportunity to become better
acquainted with the gentile viewpoint of life. He
worked with gentiles, lived with gentiles, and in
every possible manner did he make a close and
painstaking study of their habits of living and of
the gentile mind.
The
moral standards of this home city of Herod Antipas
were so far below those of even the caravan city of
Nazareth that after six months' sojourn at Sepphoris
Jesus was not averse to finding an excuse for
returning to Nazareth. The group he worked for were
to become engaged on public work in both Sepphoris
and the new city of Tiberias, and Jesus was
disinclined to have anything to do with any sort of
employment under the supervision of Herod Antipas.
And there were still other reasons which made it
wise, in the opinion of Jesus, for him to go back to
Nazareth. When he returned to the repair shop, he
did not again assume the personal direction of
family affairs. He worked in association with James
at the shop and as far as possible permitted him to
continue oversight of the home. James's management
of family expenditures and his administration of the
home budget were undisturbed.
It was
by just such wise and thoughtful planning that Jesus
prepared the way for his eventual withdrawal from
active participation in the affairs of his family.
When James had had two years' experience as acting
head of the family÷and two full years before he
(James) was to be married÷Joseph was placed in
charge of the household funds and intrusted with the
general management of the home.
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3. THE
TWENTY-THIRD YEAR (A.D. 17)
This
year the financial pressure was slightly relaxed as
four were at work. Miriam earned considerable by the
sale of milk and butter; Martha had become an expert
weaver. The purchase price of the repair shop was
over one third paid. The situation was such that
Jesus stopped work for three weeks to take Simon to
Jerusalem for the Passover, and this was the longest
period away from daily toil he had enjoyed since the
death of his father.
They
journeyed to Jerusalem by way of the Decapolis and
through Pella, Gerasa, Philadelphia, Heshbon, and
Jericho. They returned to Nazareth by the coast
route, touching Lydda, Joppa, Caesarea, thence
around Mount Carmel to Ptolemais and Nazareth. This
trip fairly well acquainted Jesus with the whole of
Palestine north of the Jerusalem district.
At
Philadelphia Jesus and Simon became acquainted with
a merchant from Damascus who developed such a great
liking for the Nazareth couple that he insisted they
stop with him at his Jerusalem headquarters. While
Simon gave attendance at the temple, Jesus spent
much of his time talking with this well-educated and
much-traveled man of world affairs. This merchant
owned over four thousand caravan camels; he had
interests all over the Roman world and was now on
his way to Rome. He proposed that Jesus come to
Damascus to enter his Oriental import business, but
Jesus explained that he did not feel justified in
going so far away from his family just then. But on
the way back home he thought much about these
distant cities and the even more remote countries of
the Far West and the Far East, countries he had so
frequently heard spoken of by the caravan passengers
and conductors.
Simon
greatly enjoyed his visit to Jerusalem. He was duly
received into the commonwealth of Israel at the
Passover consecration of the new sons of the
commandment. While Simon attended the Passover
ceremonies, Jesus mingled with the throngs of
visitors and engaged in many interesting personal
conferences with numerous gentile proselytes.
Perhaps
the most notable of all these contacts was the one
with a young Hellenist named Stephen. This young man
was on his first visit to Jerusalem and chanced to
meet Jesus on Thursday afternoon of Passover week.
While they both strolled about viewing the Asmonean
palace, Jesus began the casual conversation that
resulted in their becoming interested in each other,
and which led to a four-hour discussion of the way
of life and the true God and his worship. Stephen
was tremendously impressed with what Jesus said; he
never forgot his words.
And this
was the same Stephen who subsequently became a
believer in the teachings of Jesus, and whose
boldness in preaching this early gospel resulted in
his being stoned to death by irate Jews. Some of
Stephen's extraordinary boldness in proclaiming his
view of the new gospel was the direct result of this
earlier interview with Jesus. But Stephen never even
faintly surmised that the Galilean he had talked
with some fifteen years previously was the very same
person whom he later proclaimed the world's Savior,
and for whom he was so soon to die, thus becoming
the first martyr of the newly evolving Christian
faith. When Stephen yielded up his life as the price
of his attack upon the Jewish temple and its
traditional practices, there stood by one named
Saul, a citizen of Tarsus. And when Saul saw how
this Greek could die for his faith, there were
aroused in his heart those emotions which eventually
led him to espouse the cause for which Stephen
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died; later on he
became the aggressive and indomitable Paul, the
philosopher, if not the sole founder, of the
Christian religion.
On the
Sunday after Passover week Simon and Jesus started
on their way back to Nazareth. Simon never forgot
what Jesus taught him on this trip. He had always
loved Jesus, but now he felt that he had begun to
know his father-brother. They had many
heart-to-heart talks as they journeyed through the
country and prepared their meals by the wayside.
They arrived home Thursday noon, and Simon kept the
family up late that night relating his experiences.
Mary was
much upset by Simon's report that Jesus spent most
of the time when in Jerusalem "visiting with the
strangers, especially those from the far countries."
Jesus' family never could comprehend his great
interest in people, his urge to visit with them, to
learn about their way of living, and to find out
what they were thinking about.
More and
more the Nazareth family became engrossed with their
immediate and human problems; not often was mention
made of the future mission of Jesus, and very seldom
did he himself speak of his future career. His
mother rarely thought about his being a child of
promise. She was slowly giving up the idea that
Jesus was to fulfill any divine mission on earth,
yet at times her faith was revived when she paused
to recall the Gabriel visitation before the child
was born.
4. THE
DAMASCUS EPISODE
The last
four months of this year Jesus spent in Damascus as
the guest of the merchant whom he first met at
Philadelphia when on his way to Jerusalem. A
representative of this merchant had sought out Jesus
when passing through Nazareth and escorted him to
Damascus. This part-Jewish merchant proposed to
devote an extraordinary sum of money to the
establishment of a school of religious philosophy at
Damascus. He planned to create a center of learning
which would out-rival Alexandria. And he proposed
that Jesus should immediately begin a long tour of
the world's educational centers preparatory to
becoming the head of this new project. This was one
of the greatest temptations that Jesus ever faced in
the course of his purely human career.
Presently this merchant brought before Jesus a group
of twelve merchants and bankers who agreed to
support this newly projected school. Jesus
manifested deep interest in the proposed school,
helped them plan for its organization, but always
expressed the fear that his other and unstated but
prior obligations would prevent his accepting the
direction of such a pretentious enterprise. His
would-be benefactor was persistent, and he
profitably employed Jesus at his home doing some
translating while he, his wife, and their sons and
daughters sought to prevail upon Jesus to accept the
proffered honor. But he would not consent. He well
knew that his mission on earth was not to be
supported by institutions of learning; he knew that
he must not obligate himself in the least to be
directed by the "councils of men," no matter how
well-intentioned.
He who
was rejected by the Jerusalem religious leaders,
even after he had demonstrated his leadership, was
recognized and hailed as a master teacher by the
businessmen and bankers of Damascus, and all this
when he was an obscure and unknown carpenter of
Nazareth.
He never
spoke about this offer to his family, and the end of
this year found him back in Nazareth going about his
daily duties just as if he had never been
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tempted by the
flattering propositions of his Damascus friends.
Neither did these men of Damascus ever associate the
later citizen of Capernaum who turned all Jewry
upside down with the former carpenter of Nazareth
who had dared to refuse the honor which their
combined wealth might have procured.
Jesus
most cleverly and intentionally contrived to detach
various episodes of his life so that they never
became, in the eyes of the world, associated
together as the doings of a single individual. Many
times in subsequent years he listened to the recital
of this very story of the strange Galilean who
declined the opportunity of founding a school in
Damascus to compete with Alexandria.
One
purpose which Jesus had in mind, when he sought to
segregate certain features of his earthly
experience, was to prevent the building up of such a
versatile and spectacular career as would cause
subsequent generations to venerate the teacher in
place of obeying the truth which he had lived and
taught. Jesus did not want to build up such a human
record of achievement as would attract attention
from his teaching. Very early he recognized that his
followers would be tempted to formulate a religion
about him which might become a competitor of
the gospel of the kingdom that he intended to
proclaim to the world. Accordingly, he consistently
sought to suppress everything during his eventful
career which he thought might be made to serve this
natural human tendency to exalt the teacher in place
of proclaiming his teachings.
This
same motive also explains why he permitted himself
to be known by different titles during various
epochs of his diversified life on earth. Again, he
did not want to bring any undue influence to bear
upon his family or others which would lead them to
believe in him against their honest convictions. He
always refused to take undue or unfair advantage of
the human mind. He did not want men to believe in
him unless their hearts were responsive to the
spiritual realities revealed in his teachings.
By the
end of this year the Nazareth home was running
fairly smoothly. The children were growing up, and
Mary was becoming accustomed to Jesus' being away
from home. He continued to turn over his earnings to
James for the support of the family, retaining only
a small portion for his immediate personal expenses.
As the
years passed, it became more difficult to realize
that this man was a Son of God on earth. He seemed
to become quite like an individual of the realm,
just another man among men. And it was ordained by
the Father in heaven that the bestowal should unfold
in this very way.
5. THE
TWENTY-FOURTH YEAR (A.D. 18)
This was
Jesus' first year of comparative freedom from family
responsibility. James was very successful in
managing the home with Jesus' help in counsel and
finances.
The week
following the Passover of this year a young man from
Alexandria came down to Nazareth to arrange for a
meeting, later in the year, between Jesus and a
group of Alexandrian Jews at some point on the
Palestinian coast. This conference was set for the
middle of June, and Jesus went over to Caesarea to
meet with five prominent Jews of Alexandria, who
besought him to establish himself in their city as a
religious teacher, offering as an inducement to
begin with, the position of assistant to the chazan
in their chief synagogue.
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The
spokesmen for this committee explained to Jesus that
Alexandria was destined to become the headquarters
of Jewish culture for the entire world; that the
Hellenistic trend of Jewish affairs had virtually
outdistanced the Babylonian school of thought. They
reminded Jesus of the ominous rumblings of rebellion
in Jerusalem and throughout Palestine and assured
him that any uprising of the Palestinian Jews would
be equivalent to national suicide, that the iron
hand of Rome would crush the rebellion in three
months, and that Jerusalem would be destroyed and
the temple demolished, that not one stone would be
left upon another.
Jesus
listened to all they had to say, thanked them for
their confidence, and, in declining to go to
Alexandria, in substance said, "My hour has not yet
come." They were nonplused by his apparent
indifference to the honor they had sought to confer
upon him. Before taking leave of Jesus, they
presented him with a purse in token of the esteem of
his Alexandrian friends and in compensation for the
time and expense of coming over to Caesarea to
confer with them. But he likewise refused the money,
saying: "The house of Joseph has never received
alms, and we cannot eat another's bread as long as I
have strong arms and my brothers can labor."
His
friends from Egypt set sail for home, and in
subsequent years, when they heard rumors of the
Capernaum boatbuilder who was creating such a
commotion in Palestine, few of them surmised that he
was the babe of Bethlehem grown up and the same
strange-acting Galilean who had so unceremoniously
declined the invitation to become a great teacher in
Alexandria.
Jesus
returned to Nazareth. The remainder of this year was
the most uneventful six months of his whole career.
He enjoyed this temporary respite from the usual
program of problems to solve and difficulties to
surmount. He communed much with his Father in heaven
and made tremendous progress in the mastery of his
human mind.
But
human affairs on the worlds of time and space do not
run smoothly for long. In December James had a
private talk with Jesus, explaining that he was much
in love with Esta, a young woman of Nazareth, and
that they would sometime like to be married if it
could be arranged. He called attention to the fact
that Joseph would soon be eighteen years old, and
that it would be a good experience for him to have a
chance to serve as the acting head of the family.
Jesus gave consent for James's marriage two years
later, provided he had, during the intervening time,
properly trained Joseph to assume direction of the
home.
And now
things began to happen÷marriage was in the air.
James's success in gaining Jesus' assent to his
marriage emboldened Miriam to approach her
brother-father with her plans. Jacob, the younger
stone mason, onetime self-appointed champion of
Jesus, now business associate of James and Joseph,
had long sought to gain Miriam's hand in marriage.
After Miriam had laid her plans before Jesus, he
directed that Jacob should come to him making formal
request for her and promised his blessing for the
marriage just as soon as she felt that Martha was
competent to assume her duties as eldest daughter.
When at
home, he continued to teach the evening school three
times a week, read the Scriptures often in the
synagogue on the Sabbath, visited with his mother,
taught the children, and in general conducted
himself as a worthy and respected citizen of
Nazareth in the commonwealth of Israel.
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6. THE
TWENTY-FIFTH YEAR (A.D. 19)
This
year began with the Nazareth family all in good
health and witnessed the finishing of the regular
schooling of all the children with the exception of
certain work which Martha must do for Ruth.
Jesus
was one of the most robust and refined specimens of
manhood to appear on earth since the days of Adam.
His physical development was superb. His mind was
active, keen, and penetrating÷compared with the
average mentality of his contemporaries, it had
developed gigantic proportions÷and his spirit was
indeed humanly divine.
The
family finances were in the best condition since the
disappearance of Joseph's estate. The final payments
had been made on the caravan repair shop; they owed
no man and for the first time in years had some
funds ahead. This being true, and since he had taken
his other brothers to Jerusalem for their first
Passover ceremonies, Jesus decided to accompany Jude
(who had just graduated from the synagogue school)
on his first visit to the temple.
They
went up to Jerusalem and returned by the same route,
the Jordan valley, as Jesus feared trouble if he
took his young brother through Samaria. Already at
Nazareth Jude had got into slight trouble several
times because of his hasty disposition, coupled with
his strong patriotic sentiments.
They
arrived at Jerusalem in due time and were on their
way for a first visit to the temple, the very sight
of which had stirred and thrilled Jude to the very
depths of his soul, when they chanced to meet
Lazarus of Bethany. While Jesus talked with Lazarus
and sought to arrange for their joint celebration of
the Passover, Jude started up real trouble for them
all. Close at hand stood a Roman guard who made some
improper remarks regarding a Jewish girl who was
passing. Jude flushed with fiery indignation and was
not slow in expressing his resentment of such an
impropriety directly to and within hearing of the
soldier. Now the Roman legionnaires were very
sensitive to anything bordering on Jewish
disrespect; so the guard promptly placed Jude under
arrest. This was too much for the young patriot, and
before Jesus could caution him by a warning glance,
he had delivered himself of a voluble denunciation
of pent-up anti-Roman feelings, all of which only
made a bad matter worse. Jude, with Jesus by his
side, was taken at once to the military prison.
Jesus
endeavored to obtain either an immediate hearing for
Jude or else his release in time for the Passover
celebration that evening, but he failed in these
attempts. Since the next day was a "holy
convocation" in Jerusalem, even the Romans would not
presume to hear charges against a Jew. Accordingly,
Jude remained in confinement until the morning of
the second day after his arrest, and Jesus stayed at
the prison with him. They were not present in the
temple at the ceremony of receiving the sons of the
law into the full citizenship of Israel. Jude did
not pass through this formal ceremony for several
years, until he was next in Jerusalem at a Passover
and in connection with his propaganda work in behalf
of the Zealots, the patriotic organization to which
he belonged and in which he was very active.
The
morning following their second day in prison Jesus
appeared before the military magistrate in behalf of
Jude. By making apologies for his brother's youth
and by a further explanatory but judicious statement
with reference to the provocative
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nature of the
episode which had led up to the arrest of his
brother, Jesus so handled the case that the
magistrate expressed the opinion that the young Jew
might have had some possible excuse for his violent
outburst. After warning Jude not to allow himself
again to be guilty of such rashness, he said to
Jesus in dismissing them: "You had better keep your
eye on the lad; he's liable to make a lot of trouble
for all of you." And the Roman judge spoke the
truth. Jude did make considerable trouble for Jesus,
and always was the trouble of this same
nature÷clashes with the civil authorities because of
his thoughtless and unwise patriotic outbursts.
Jesus
and Jude walked over to Bethany for the night,
explaining why they had failed to keep their
appointment for the Passover supper, and set out for
Nazareth the following day. Jesus did not tell the
family about his young brother's arrest at
Jerusalem, but he had a long talk with Jude about
this episode some three weeks after their return.
After this talk with Jesus Jude himself told the
family. He never forgot the patience and forbearance
his brother-father manifested throughout the whole
of this trying experience.
This was
the last Passover Jesus attended with any member of
his own family. Increasingly the Son of Man was to
become separated from close association with his own
flesh and blood.
This
year his seasons of deep meditation were often
broken into by Ruth and her playmates. And always
was Jesus ready to postpone the contemplation of his
future work for the world and the universe that he
might share in the childish joy and youthful
gladness of these youngsters, who never tired of
listening to Jesus relate the experiences of his
various trips to Jerusalem. They also greatly
enjoyed his stories about animals and nature.
The
children were always welcome at the repair shop.
Jesus provided sand, blocks, and stones by the side
of the shop, and bevies of youngsters flocked there
to amuse themselves. When they tired of their play,
the more intrepid ones would peek into the shop, and
if its keeper were not busy, they would make bold to
go in and say, "Uncle Joshua, come out and tell us a
big story." Then they would lead him out by tugging
at his hands until he was seated on the favorite
rock by the corner of the shop, with the children on
the ground in a semicircle before him. And how the
little folks did enjoy their Uncle Joshua. They were
learning to laugh, and to laugh heartily. It was
customary for one or two of the smallest of the
children to climb upon his knees and sit there,
looking up in wonderment at his expressive features
as he told his stories. The children loved Jesus,
and Jesus loved the children.
It was
difficult for his friends to comprehend the range of
his intellectual activities, how he could so
suddenly and so completely swing from the profound
discussion of politics, philosophy, or religion to
the lighthearted and joyous playfulness of these
tots of from five to ten years of age. As his own
brothers and sisters grew up, as he gained more
leisure, and before the grandchildren arrived, he
paid a great deal of attention to these little ones.
But he did not live on earth long enough to enjoy
the grandchildren very much.
7. THE
TWENTY-SIXTH YEAR (A.D. 20)
As this
year began, Jesus of Nazareth became strongly
conscious that he possessed a wide range of
potential power. But he was likewise fully persuaded
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that this power
was not to be employed by his personality as the Son
of Man, at least not until his hour should come.
At this
time he thought much but said little about the
relation of himself to his Father in heaven. And the
conclusion of all this thinking was expressed once
in his prayer on the hilltop, when he said:
"Regardless of who I am and what power I may or may
not wield, I always have been, and always will be,
subject to the will of my Paradise Father." And yet,
as this man walked about Nazareth to and from his
work, it was literally true÷as concerned a vast
universe÷that "in him were hidden all the treasures
of wisdom and knowledge."
All this
year the family affairs ran smoothly except for
Jude. For years James had trouble with his youngest
brother, who was not inclined to settle down to work
nor was he to be depended upon for his share of the
home expenses. While he would live at home, he was
not conscientious about earning his share of the
family upkeep.
Jesus
was a man of peace, and ever and anon was he
embarrassed by Jude's belligerent exploits and
numerous patriotic outbursts. James and Joseph were
in favor of casting him out, but Jesus would not
consent. When their patience would be severely
tried, Jesus would only counsel: "Be patient. Be
wise in your counsel and eloquent in your lives,
that your young brother may first know the better
way and then be constrained to follow you in it."
The wise and loving counsel of Jesus prevented a
break in the family; they remained together. But
Jude never was brought to his sober senses until
after his marriage.
Mary
seldom spoke of Jesus' future mission. Whenever this
subject was referred to, Jesus only replied, "My
hour has not yet come." Jesus had about completed
the difficult task of weaning his family from
dependence on the immediate presence of his
personality. He was rapidly preparing for the day
when he could consistently leave this Nazareth home
to begin the more active prelude to his real
ministry for men.
Never
lose sight of the fact that the prime mission of
Jesus in his seventh bestowal was the acquirement of
creature experience, the achievement of the
sovereignty of Nebadon. And in the gathering of this
very experience he made the supreme revelation of
the Paradise Father to Urantia and to his entire
local universe. Incidental to these purposes he also
undertook to untangle the complicated affairs of
this planet as they were related to the Lucifer
rebellion.
This
year Jesus enjoyed more than usual leisure, and he
devoted much time to training James in the
management of the repair shop and Joseph in the
direction of home affairs. Mary sensed that he was
making ready to leave them. Leave them to go where?
To do what? She had about given up the thought that
Jesus was the Messiah. She could not understand him;
she simply could not fathom her first-born son.
Jesus
spent a great deal of time this year with the
individual members of his family. He would take them
for long and frequent strolls up the hill and
through the countryside. Before harvest he took Jude
to the farmer uncle south of Nazareth, but Jude did
not remain long after the harvest. He ran away, and
Simon later found him with the fishermen at the
lake. When Simon brought him back home, Jesus talked
things over with the runaway lad and, since he
wanted to be a fisherman, went over to Magdala with
him and put him in the care of a relative, a
fisherman; and Jude worked fairly well and regularly
from that time on until his marriage, and he
continued as a fisherman after his marriage.
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At last
the day had come when all Jesus' brothers had
chosen, and were established in, their lifework. The
stage was being set for Jesus' departure from home.
In
November a double wedding occurred. James and Esta,
and Miriam and Jacob were married. It was truly a
joyous occasion. Even Mary was once more happy
except every now and then when she realized that
Jesus was preparing to go away. She suffered under
the burden of a great uncertainty: If Jesus would
only sit down and talk it all over freely with her
as he had done when he was a boy, but he was
consistently uncommunicative; he was profoundly
silent about the future.
James
and his bride, Esta, moved into a neat little home
on the west side of town, the gift of her father.
While James continued his support of his mother's
home, his quota was cut in half because of his
marriage, and Joseph was formally installed by Jesus
as head of the family. Jude was now very faithfully
sending his share of funds home each month. The
weddings of James and Miriam had a very beneficial
influence on Jude, and when he left for the fishing
grounds, the day after the double wedding, he
assured Joseph that he could depend on him "to do my
full duty, and more if it is needed." And he kept
his promise.
Miriam
lived next door to Mary in the home of Jacob, Jacob
the elder having been laid to rest with his fathers.
Martha took Miriam's place in the home, and the new
organization was working smoothly before the year
ended.
The day
after this double wedding Jesus held an important
conference with James. He told James,
confidentially, that he was preparing to leave home.
He presented full title to the repair shop to James,
formally and solemnly abdicated as head of Joseph's
house, and most touchingly established his brother
James as "head and protector of my father's house."
He drew up, and they both signed, a secret compact
in which it was stipulated that, in return for the
gift of the repair shop, James would henceforth
assume full financial responsibility for the family,
thus releasing Jesus from all further obligations in
these matters. After the contract was signed, after
the budget was so arranged that the actual expenses
of the family would be met without any contribution
from Jesus, Jesus said to James: "But, my son, I
will continue to send you something each month until
my hour shall have come, but what I send shall be
used by you as the occasion demands. Apply my funds
to the family necessities or pleasures as you see
fit. Use them in case of sickness or apply them to
meet the unexpected emergencies which may befall any
individual member of the family."
And thus
did Jesus make ready to enter upon the second and
home-detached phase of his adult life before the
public entrance upon his Father's business. |