PAPER 127
- THE ADOLESCENT YEARS
As Jesus entered
upon his adolescent years, he found himself the head
and sole support of a large family. Within a few
years after his father's death all their property
was gone. As time passed, he became increasingly
conscious of his pre-existence; at the same time he
began more fully to realize that he was present on
earth and in the flesh for the express purpose of
revealing his Paradise Father to the children of
men.
No
adolescent youth who has lived or ever will live on
this world or any other world has had or ever will
have more weighty problems to resolve or more
intricate difficulties to untangle. No youth of
Urantia will ever be called upon to pass through
more testing conflicts or more trying situations
than Jesus himself endured during those strenuous
years from fifteen to twenty.
Having
thus tasted the actual experience of living these
adolescent years on a world beset by evil and
distraught by sin, the Son of Man became possessed
of full knowledge about the life experience of the
youth of all the realms of Nebadon, and thus forever
he became the understanding refuge for the
distressed and perplexed adolescents of all ages and
on all worlds throughout the local universe.
Slowly,
but certainly and by actual experience, this divine
Son is earning the right to become sovereign
of his universe, the unquestioned and supreme ruler
of all created intelligences on all local universe
worlds, the understanding refuge of the beings of
all ages and of all degrees of personal endowment
and experience.
1. THE
SIXTEENTH YEAR (A.D. 10)
The
incarnated Son passed through infancy and
experienced an uneventful childhood. Then he emerged
from that testing and trying transition stage
between childhood and young manhood÷he became the
adolescent Jesus.
This
year he attained his full physical growth. He was a
virile and comely youth. He became increasingly
sober and serious, but he was kind and sympathetic.
His eye was kind but searching; his smile was always
engaging and reassuring. His voice was musical but
authoritative; his greeting cordial but unaffected.
Always, even in the most commonplace of contacts,
there seemed to be in evidence the touch of a
twofold nature, the human and the divine. Ever he
displayed this combination of the sympathizing
friend and the authoritative teacher. And these
personality traits began early to become manifest,
even in these adolescent years.
This
physically strong and robust youth also acquired the
full growth of his human intellect, not the full
experience of human thinking but the fullness of
capacity for such intellectual development. He
possessed a healthy and well-proportioned body, a
keen and analytical mind, a kind and sympathetic
disposition,
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a somewhat
fluctuating but aggressive temperament, all of which
were becoming organized into a strong, striking, and
attractive personality.
As time
went on, it became more difficult for his mother and
his brothers and sisters to understand him; they
stumbled over his sayings and misinterpreted his
doings. They were all unfitted to comprehend their
eldest brother's life because their mother had given
them to understand that he was destined to become
the deliverer of the Jewish people. After they had
received from Mary such intimations as family
secrets, imagine their confusion when Jesus would
make frank denials of all such ideas and intentions.
This
year Simon started to school, and they were
compelled to sell another house. James now took
charge of the teaching of his three sisters, two of
whom were old enough to begin serious study. As soon
as Ruth grew up, she was taken in hand by Miriam and
Martha. Ordinarily the girls of Jewish families
received little education, but Jesus maintained (and
his mother agreed) that girls should go to school
the same as boys, and since the synagogue school
would not receive them, there was nothing to do but
conduct a home school especially for them.
Throughout this year Jesus was closely confined to
the workbench. Fortunately he had plenty of work;
his was of such a superior grade that he was never
idle no matter how slack work might be in that
region. At times he had so much to do that James
would help him.
By the
end of this year he had just about made up his mind
that he would, after rearing his family and seeing
them married, enter publicly upon his work as a
teacher of truth and as a revealer of the heavenly
Father to the world. He knew he was not to become
the expected Jewish Messiah, and he concluded that
it was next to useless to discuss these matters with
his mother; he decided to allow her to entertain
whatever ideas she might choose since all he had
said in the past had made little or no impression
upon her and he recalled that his father had never
been able to say anything that would change her
mind. From this year on he talked less and less with
his mother, or anyone else, about these problems.
His was such a peculiar mission that no one living
on earth could give him advice concerning its
prosecution.
He was a
real though youthful father to the family; he spent
every possible hour with the youngsters, and they
truly loved him. His mother grieved to see him work
so hard; she sorrowed that he was day by day toiling
at the carpenter's bench earning a living for the
family instead of being, as they had so fondly
planned, at Jerusalem studying with the rabbis.
While there was much about her son that Mary could
not understand, she did love him, and she most
thoroughly appreciated the willing manner in which
he shouldered the responsibility of the home.
2. THE
SEVENTEENTH YEAR (A.D. 11)
At about
this time there was considerable agitation,
especially at Jerusalem and in Judea, in favor of
rebellion against the payment of taxes to Rome.
There was coming into existence a strong nationalist
party, presently to be called the Zealots. The
Zealots, unlike the Pharisees, were not willing to
await the coming of the Messiah. They proposed to
bring things to a head through political revolt.
A group
of organizers from Jerusalem arrived in Galilee and
were making good headway until they reached
Nazareth. When they came to see Jesus, he
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listened
carefully to them and asked many questions but
refused to join the party. He declined fully to
disclose his reasons for not enlisting, and his
refusal had the effect of keeping out many of his
youthful fellows in Nazareth.
Mary did
her best to induce him to enlist, but she could not
budge him. She went so far as to intimate that his
refusal to espouse the nationalist cause at her
behest was insubordination, a violation of his
pledge made upon their return from Jerusalem that he
would be subject to his parents; but in answer to
this insinuation he only laid a kindly hand on her
shoulder and, looking into her face, said: "My
mother, how could you?" And Mary withdrew her
statement.
One of
Jesus' uncles (Mary's brother Simon) had already
joined this group, subsequently becoming an officer
in the Galilean division. And for several years
there was something of an estrangement between Jesus
and his uncle.
But
trouble began to brew in Nazareth. Jesus' attitude
in these matters had resulted in creating a division
among the Jewish youths of the city. About half had
joined the nationalist organization, and the other
half began the formation of an opposing group of
more moderate patriots, expecting Jesus to assume
the leadership. They were amazed when he refused the
honor offered him, pleading as an excuse his heavy
family responsibilities, which they all allowed. But
the situation was still further complicated when,
presently, a wealthy Jew, Isaac, a moneylender to
the gentiles, came forward agreeing to support
Jesus' family if he would lay down his tools and
assume leadership of these Nazareth patriots.
Jesus,
then scarcely seventeen years of age, was confronted
with one of the most delicate and difficult
situations of his early life. Patriotic issues,
especially when complicated by tax-gathering foreign
oppressors, are always difficult for spiritual
leaders to relate themselves to, and it was doubly
so in this case since the Jewish religion was
involved in all this agitation against Rome.
Jesus'
position was made more difficult because his mother
and uncle, and even his younger brother James, all
urged him to join the nationalist cause. All the
better Jews of Nazareth had enlisted, and those
young men who had not joined the movement would all
enlist the moment Jesus changed his mind. He had but
one wise counselor in all Nazareth, his old teacher,
the chazan, who counseled him about his reply to the
citizens' committee of Nazareth when they came to
ask for his answer to the public appeal which had
been made. In all Jesus' young life this was the
very first time he had consciously resorted to
public strategy. Theretofore, always had he depended
upon a frank statement of truth to clarify the
situation, but now he could not declare the full
truth. He could not intimate that he was more than a
man; he could not disclose his idea of the mission
which awaited his attainment of a riper manhood.
Despite these limitations his religious fealty and
national loyalty were directly challenged. His
family was in a turmoil, his youthful friends in
division, and the entire Jewish contingent of the
town in a hubbub. And to think that he was to blame
for it all! And how innocent he had been of all
intention to make trouble of any kind, much less a
disturbance of this sort.
Something had to be done. He must state his
position, and this he did bravely and diplomatically
to the satisfaction of many, but not all. He adhered
to the terms of his original plea, maintaining that
his first duty was to his family, that a widowed
mother and eight brothers and sisters needed
something more than mere money could buy÷the
physical necessities of life÷that they were entitled
to a father's watchcare and guidance, and that he
could not in clear conscience release himself from
the obligation which a cruel accident had thrust
upon him.
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He paid
compliment to his mother and eldest brother for
being willing to release him but reiterated that
loyalty to a dead father forbade his leaving the
family no matter how much money was forthcoming for
their material support, making his
never-to-be-forgotten statement that "money cannot
love." In the course of this address Jesus made
several veiled references to his "life mission" but
explained that, regardless of whether or not it
might be inconsistent with the military idea, it,
along with everything else in his life, had been
given up in order that he might be able to discharge
faithfully his obligation to his family. Everyone in
Nazareth well knew he was a good father to his
family, and this was a matter so near the heart of
every noble Jew that Jesus' plea found an
appreciative response in the hearts of many of his
hearers; and some of those who were not thus minded
were disarmed by a speech made by James, which,
while not on the program, was delivered at this
time. That very day the chazan had rehearsed James
in his speech, but that was their secret.
James
stated that he was sure Jesus would help to liberate
his people if he (James) were only old enough to
assume responsibility for the family, and that, if
they would only consent to allow Jesus to remain
"with us, to be our father and teacher, then you
will have not just one leader from Joseph's family,
but presently you will have five loyal nationalists,
for are there not five of us boys to grow up and
come forth from our brother-father's guidance to
serve our nation?" And thus did the lad bring to a
fairly happy ending a very tense and threatening
situation.
The
crisis for the time being was over, but never was
this incident forgotten in Nazareth. The agitation
persisted; not again was Jesus in universal favor;
the division of sentiment was never fully overcome.
And this, augmented by other and subsequent
occurrences, was one of the chief reasons why he
moved to Capernaum in later years. Henceforth
Nazareth maintained a division of sentiment
regarding the Son of Man.
James
graduated at school this year and began full-time
work at home in the carpenter shop. He had become a
clever worker with tools and now took over the
making of yokes and plows while Jesus began to do
more house finishing and expert cabinet work.
This
year Jesus made great progress in the organization
of his mind. Gradually he had brought his divine and
human natures together, and he accomplished all this
organization of intellect by the force of his own
decisions and with only the aid of his
indwelling Monitor, just such a Monitor as all
normal mortals on all postbestowal-Son worlds have
within their minds. So far, nothing supernatural had
happened in this young man's career except the visit
of a messenger, dispatched by his elder brother
Immanuel, who once appeared to him during the night
at Jerusalem.
3. THE
EIGHTEENTH YEAR (A.D. 12)
In the
course of this year all the family property, except
the home and garden, was disposed of. The last piece
of Capernaum property (except an equity in one
other), already mortgaged, was sold. The proceeds
were used for taxes, to buy some new tools for
James, and to make a payment on the old family
supply and repair shop near the caravan lot, which
Jesus now proposed to buy back since James was old
enough to work at the house shop and help Mary about
the home.
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With the
financial pressure thus eased for the time being,
Jesus decided to take James to the Passover. They
went up to Jerusalem a day early, to be alone, going
by way of Samaria. They walked, and Jesus told James
about the historic places en route as his father had
taught him on a similar journey five years before.
In
passing through Samaria, they saw many strange
sights. On this journey they talked over many of
their problems, personal, family, and national.
James was a very religious type of lad, and while he
did not fully agree with his mother regarding the
little he knew of the plans concerning Jesus'
lifework, he did look forward to the time when he
would be able to assume responsibility for the
family so that Jesus could begin his mission. He was
very appreciative of Jesus' taking him up to the
Passover, and they talked over the future more fully
than ever before.
Jesus
did much thinking as they journeyed through Samaria,
particularly at Bethel and when drinking from
Jacob's well. He and his brother discussed the
traditions of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob. He did much
to prepare James for what he was about to witness at
Jerusalem, thus seeking to lessen the shock such as
he himself had experienced on his first visit to the
temple. But James was not so sensitive to some of
these sights. He commented on the perfunctory and
heartless manner in which some of the priests
performed their duties but on the whole greatly
enjoyed his sojourn at Jerusalem.
Jesus
took James to Bethany for the Passover supper. Simon
had been laid to rest with his fathers, and Jesus
presided over this household as the head of the
Passover family, having brought the paschal lamb
from the temple.
After
the Passover supper Mary sat down to talk with James
while Martha, Lazarus, and Jesus talked together far
into the night. The next day they attended the
temple services, and James was received into the
commonwealth of Israel. That morning, as they paused
on the brow of Olivet to view the temple, while
James exclaimed in wonder, Jesus gazed on Jerusalem
in silence. James could not comprehend his brother's
demeanor. That night they again returned to Bethany
and would have departed for home the next day, but
James was insistent on their going back to visit the
temple, explaining that he wanted to hear the
teachers. And while this was true, secretly in his
heart he wanted to hear Jesus participate in the
discussions, as he had heard his mother tell about.
Accordingly, they went to the temple and heard the
discussions, but Jesus asked no questions. It all
seemed so puerile and insignificant to this
awakening mind of man and God÷he could only pity
them. James was disappointed that Jesus said
nothing. To his inquiries Jesus only made reply, "My
hour has not yet come."
The next
day they journeyed home by Jericho and the Jordan
valley, and Jesus recounted many things by the way,
including his former trip over this road when he was
thirteen years old.
Upon
returning to Nazareth, Jesus began work in the old
family repair shop and was greatly cheered by being
able to meet so many people each day from all parts
of the country and surrounding districts. Jesus
truly loved people÷just common folks. Each month he
made his payments on the shop and, with James's
help, continued to provide for the family.
Several
times a year, when visitors were not present thus to
function, Jesus continued to read the Sabbath
scriptures at the synagogue and many times offered
comments on the lesson, but usually he so selected
the passages that comment was unnecessary. He was
skillful, so arranging the order of the reading
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of the various
passages that the one would illuminate the other. He
never failed, weather permitting, to take his
brothers and sisters out on Sabbath afternoons for
their nature strolls.
About
this time the chazan inaugurated a young men's club
for philosophic discussion which met at the homes of
different members and often at his own home, and
Jesus became a prominent member of this group. By
this means he was enabled to regain some of the
local prestige which he had lost at the time of the
recent nationalistic controversies.
His
social life, while restricted, was not wholly
neglected. He had many warm friends and stanch
admirers among both the young men and the young
women of Nazareth.
In
September, Elizabeth and John came to visit the
Nazareth family. John, having lost his father,
intended to return to the Judean hills to engage in
agriculture and sheep raising unless Jesus advised
him to remain in Nazareth to take up carpentry or
some other line of work. They did not know that the
Nazareth family was practically penniless. The more
Mary and Elizabeth talked about their sons, the more
they became convinced that it would be good for the
two young men to work together and see more of each
other.
Jesus
and John had many talks together; and they talked
over some very intimate and personal matters. When
they had finished this visit, they decided not again
to see each other until they should meet in their
public service after "the heavenly Father should
call" them to their work. John was tremendously
impressed by what he saw at Nazareth that he should
return home and labor for the support of his mother.
He became convinced that he was to be a part of
Jesus' life mission, but he saw that Jesus was to
occupy many years with the rearing of his family; so
he was much more content to return to his home and
settle down to the care of their little farm and to
minister to the needs of his mother. And never again
did John and Jesus see each other until that day by
the Jordan when the Son of Man presented himself for
baptism.
On
Saturday afternoon, December 3, of this year, death
for the second time struck at this Nazareth family.
Little Amos, their baby brother, died after a week's
illness with a high fever. After passing through
this time of sorrow with her first-born son as her
only support, Mary at last and in the fullest sense
recognized Jesus as the real head of the family; and
he was truly a worthy head.
For four
years their standard of living had steadily
declined; year by year they felt the pinch of
increasing poverty. By the close of this year they
faced one of the most difficult experiences of all
their uphill struggles. James had not yet begun to
earn much, and the expenses of a funeral on top of
everything else staggered them. But Jesus would only
say to his anxious and grieving mother:
"Mother-Mary, sorrow will not help us; we are all
doing our best, and mother's smile, perchance, might
even inspire us to do better. Day by day we are
strengthened for these tasks by our hope of better
days ahead." His sturdy and practical optimism was
truly contagious; all the children lived in an
atmosphere of anticipation of better times and
better things. And this hopeful courage contributed
mightily to the development of strong and noble
characters, in spite of the depressiveness of their
poverty.
Jesus
possessed the ability effectively to mobilize all
his powers of mind, soul, and body on the task
immediately in hand. He could concentrate his
deep-thinking mind on the one problem which he
wished to solve, and this, in connection
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with his untiring
patience, enabled him serenely to endure the
trials of a difficult mortal existence÷to live as if
he were "seeing Him who is invisible."
4. THE
NINETEENTH YEAR (A.D. 13)
By this
time Jesus and Mary were getting along much better.
She regarded him less as a son; he had become to her
more a father to her children. Each day's life
swarmed with practical and immediate difficulties.
Less frequently they spoke of his lifework, for, as
time passed, all their thought was mutually devoted
to the support and upbringing of their family of
four boys and three girls.
By the
beginning of this year Jesus had fully won his
mother to the acceptance of his methods of child
training÷the positive injunction to do good in the
place of the older Jewish method of forbidding to do
evil. In his home and throughout his public-teaching
career Jesus invariably employed the positive
form of exhortation. Always and everywhere did he
say, "You shall do this÷you ought to do that." Never
did he employ the negative mode of teaching derived
from the ancient taboos. He refrained from placing
emphasis on evil by forbidding it, while he exalted
the good by commanding its performance. Prayer time
in this household was the occasion for discussing
anything and everything relating to the welfare of
the family.
Jesus
began wise discipline upon his brothers and sisters
at such an early age that little or no punishment
was ever required to secure their prompt and
wholehearted obedience. The only exception was Jude,
upon whom on sundry occasions Jesus found it
necessary to impose penalties for his infractions of
the rules of the home. On three occasions when it
was deemed wise to punish Jude for self-confessed
and deliberate violations of the family rules of
conduct, his punishment was fixed by the unanimous
decree of the older children and was assented to by
Jude himself before it was inflicted.
While
Jesus was most methodical and systematic in
everything he did, there was also in all his
administrative rulings a refreshing elasticity of
interpretation and an individuality of adaptation
that greatly impressed all the children with the
spirit of justice which actuated their
father-brother. He never arbitrarily disciplined his
brothers and sisters, and such uniform fairness and
personal consideration greatly endeared Jesus to all
his family.
James
and Simon grew up trying to follow Jesus' plan of
placating their bellicose and sometimes irate
playmates by persuasion and nonresistance, and they
were fairly successful; but Joseph and Jude, while
assenting to such teachings at home, made haste to
defend themselves when assailed by their comrades;
in particular was Jude guilty of violating the
spirit of these teachings. But nonresistance was not
a rule of the family. No penalty was attached
to the violation of personal teachings.
In
general, all of the children, particularly the
girls, would consult Jesus about their childhood
troubles and confide in him just as they would have
in an affectionate father.
James
was growing up to be a well-balanced and
even-tempered youth, but he was not so spiritually
inclined as Jesus. He was a much better student than
Joseph, who, while a faithful worker, was even less
spiritually minded. Joseph was a plodder and not up
to the intellectual level of the other children.
Simon was a well-meaning boy but too much of a
dreamer. He was slow in getting settled down in life
and was the cause of considerable anxiety to Jesus
and Mary. But he
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was always a good
and well-intentioned lad. Jude was a firebrand. He
had the highest of ideals, but he was unstable in
temperament. He had all and more of his mother's
determination and aggressiveness, but he lacked much
of her sense of proportion and discretion.
Miriam
was a well-balanced and level-headed daughter with a
keen appreciation of things noble and spiritual.
Martha was slow in thought and action but a very
dependable and efficient child. Baby Ruth was the
sunshine of the home; though thoughtless of speech,
she was most sincere of heart. She just about
worshiped her big brother and father. But they did
not spoil her. She was a beautiful child but not
quite so comely as Miriam, who was the belle of the
family, if not of the city.
As time
passed, Jesus did much to liberalize and modify the
family teachings and practices related to Sabbath
observance and many other phases of religion, and to
all these changes Mary gave hearty assent. By this
time Jesus had become the unquestioned head of the
house.
This
year Jude started to school, and it was necessary
for Jesus to sell his harp in order to defray these
expenses. Thus disappeared the last of his
recreational pleasures. He much loved to play the
harp when tired in mind and weary in body, but he
comforted himself with the thought that at least the
harp was safe from seizure by the tax collector.
5.
REBECCA, THE DAUGHTER OF EZRA
Although
Jesus was poor, his social standing in Nazareth was
in no way impaired. He was one of the foremost young
men of the city and very highly regarded by most of
the young women. Since Jesus was such a splendid
specimen of robust and intellectual manhood, and
considering his reputation as a spiritual leader, it
was not strange that Rebecca, the eldest daughter of
Ezra, a wealthy merchant and trader of Nazareth,
should discover that she was slowly falling in love
with this son of Joseph. She first confided her
affection to Miriam, Jesus' sister, and Miriam in
turn talked all this over with her mother. Mary was
intensely aroused. Was she about to lose her son,
now become the indispensable head of the family?
Would troubles never cease? What next could happen?
And then she paused to contemplate what effect
marriage would have upon Jesus' future career; not
often, but at least sometimes, did she recall the
fact that Jesus was a "child of promise." After she
and Miriam had talked this matter over, they decided
to make an effort to stop it before Jesus learned
about it, by going direct to Rebecca, laying the
whole story before her, and honestly telling her
about their belief that Jesus was a son of destiny;
that he was to become a great religious leader,
perhaps the Messiah.
Rebecca
listened intently; she was thrilled with the recital
and more than ever determined to cast her lot with
this man of her choice and to share his career of
leadership. She argued (to herself) that such a man
would all the more need a faithful and efficient
wife. She interpreted Mary's efforts to dissuade her
as a natural reaction to the dread of losing the
head and sole support of her family; but knowing
that her father approved of her attraction for the
carpenter's son, she rightly reckoned that he would
gladly supply the family with sufficient income
fully to compensate for the loss of Jesus' earnings.
When her father agreed to such a plan, Rebecca had
further conferences with Mary and Miriam, and when
she
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failed to win
their support, she made bold to go directly to
Jesus. This she did with the co-operation of her
father, who invited Jesus to their home for the
celebration of Rebecca's seventeenth birthday.
Jesus
listened attentively and sympathetically to the
recital of these things, first by the father, then
by Rebecca herself. He made kindly reply to the
effect that no amount of money could take the place
of his obligation personally to rear his father's
family, to "fulfill the most sacred of all human
trusts÷loyalty to one's own flesh and blood."
Rebecca's father was deeply touched by Jesus' words
of family devotion and retired from the conference.
His only remark to Mary, his wife, was: "We can't
have him for a son; he is too noble for us."
Then
began that eventful talk with Rebecca. Thus far in
his life, Jesus had made little distinction in his
association with boys and girls, with young men and
young women. His mind had been altogether too much
occupied with the pressing problems of practical
earthly affairs and the intriguing contemplation of
his eventual career "about his Father's business"
ever to have given serious consideration to the
consummation of personal love in human marriage. But
now he was face to face with another of those
problems which every average human being must
confront and decide. Indeed was he "tested in all
points like as you are."
After
listening attentively, he sincerely thanked Rebecca
for her expressed admiration, adding, "it shall
cheer and comfort me all the days of my life." He
explained that he was not free to enter into
relations with any woman other than those of simple
brotherly regard and pure friendship. He made it
clear that his first and paramount duty was the
rearing of his father's family, that he could not
consider marriage until that was accomplished; and
then he added: "If I am a son of destiny, I must not
assume obligations of lifelong duration until such a
time as my destiny shall be made manifest."
Rebecca
was heartbroken. She refused to be comforted and
importuned her father to leave Nazareth until he
finally consented to move to Sepphoris. In after
years, to the many men who sought her hand in
marriage, Rebecca had but one answer. She lived for
only one purpose÷to await the hour when this, to
her, the greatest man who ever lived would begin his
career as a teacher of living truth. And she
followed him devotedly through his eventful years of
public labor, being present (unobserved by Jesus)
that day when he rode triumphantly into Jerusalem;
and she stood "among the other women" by the side of
Mary on that fateful and tragic afternoon when the
Son of Man hung upon the cross, to her, as well as
to countless worlds on high, "the one altogether
lovely and the greatest among ten thousand."
6. HIS
TWENTIETH YEAR (A.D. 14)
The
story of Rebecca's love for Jesus was whispered
about Nazareth and later on at Capernaum, so that,
while in the years to follow many women loved Jesus
even as men loved him, not again did he have to
reject the personal proffer of another good woman's
devotion. From this time on human affection for
Jesus partook more of the nature of worshipful and
adoring regard. Both men and women loved him
devotedly and for what he was, not with any tinge of
self-satisfaction or desire for affectionate
possession. But for many years, whenever the story
of Jesus' human personality was recited, the
devotion of Rebecca was recounted.
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Miriam,
knowing fully about the affair of Rebecca and
knowing how her brother had forsaken even the love
of a beautiful maiden (not realizing the factor of
his future career of destiny), came to idealize
Jesus and to love him with a touching and profound
affection as for a father as well as for a brother.
Although
they could hardly afford it, Jesus had a strange
longing to go up to Jerusalem for the Passover. His
mother, knowing of his recent experience with
Rebecca, wisely urged him to make the journey. He
was not markedly conscious of it, but what he most
wanted was an opportunity to talk with Lazarus and
to visit with Martha and Mary. Next to his own
family he loved these three most of all.
In
making this trip to Jerusalem, he went by way of
Megiddo, Antipatris, and Lydda, in part covering the
same route traversed when he was brought back to
Nazareth on the return from Egypt. He spent four
days going up to the Passover and thought much about
the past events which had transpired in and around
Megiddo, the international battlefield of Palestine.
Jesus
passed on through Jerusalem, only pausing to look
upon the temple and the gathering throngs of
visitors. He had a strange and increasing aversion
to this Herod-built temple with its politically
appointed priesthood. He wanted most of all to see
Lazarus, Martha, and Mary. Lazarus was the same age
as Jesus and now head of the house; by the time of
this visit Lazarus's mother had also been laid to
rest. Martha was a little over one year older than
Jesus, while Mary was two years younger. And Jesus
was the idolized ideal of all three of them.
On this
visit occurred one of those periodic outbreaks of
rebellion against tradition÷the expression of
resentment for those ceremonial practices which
Jesus deemed misrepresentative of his Father in
heaven. Not knowing Jesus was coming, Lazarus had
arranged to celebrate the Passover with friends in
an adjoining village down the Jericho road. Jesus
now proposed that they celebrate the feast where
they were, at Lazarus's house. "But," said Lazarus,
"we have no paschal lamb." And then Jesus entered
upon a prolonged and convincing dissertation to the
effect that the Father in heaven was not truly
concerned with such childlike and meaningless
rituals. After solemn and fervent prayer they rose,
and Jesus said: "Let the childlike and darkened
minds of my people serve their God as Moses
directed; it is better that they do, but let us who
have seen the light of life no longer approach our
Father by the darkness of death. Let us be free in
the knowledge of the truth of our Father's eternal
love."
That
evening about twilight these four sat down and
partook of the first Passover feast ever to be
celebrated by devout Jews without the paschal lamb.
The unleavened bread and the wine had been made
ready for this Passover, and these emblems, which
Jesus termed "the bread of life" and "the water of
life," he served to his companions, and they ate in
solemn conformity with the teachings just imparted.
It was his custom to engage in this sacramental
ritual whenever he paid subsequent visits to
Bethany. When he returned home, he told all this to
his mother. She was shocked at first but came
gradually to see his viewpoint; nevertheless, she
was greatly relieved when Jesus assured her that he
did not intend to introduce this new idea of the
Passover in their family. At home with the children
he continued, year by year, to eat the Passover
"according to the law of Moses."
It was
during this year that Mary had a long talk with
Jesus about marriage. She frankly asked him if he
would get married if he were free from his family
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responsibilities.
Jesus explained to her that, since immediate duty
forbade his marriage, he had given the subject
little thought. He expressed himself as doubting
that he would ever enter the marriage state; he said
that all such things must await "my hour," the time
when "my Father's work must begin." Having settled
already in his mind that he was not to become the
father of children in the flesh, he gave very little
thought to the subject of human marriage.
This
year he began anew the task of further weaving his
mortal and divine natures into a simple and
effective human individuality. And he
continued to grow in moral status and spiritual
understanding.
Although
all their Nazareth property (except their home) was
gone, this year they received a little financial
help from the sale of an equity in a piece of
property in Capernaum. This was the last of Joseph's
entire estate. This real estate deal in Capernaum
was with a boatbuilder named Zebedee.
Joseph
graduated at the synagogue school this year and
prepared to begin work at the small bench in the
home carpenter shop. Although the estate of their
father was exhausted, there were prospects that they
would successfully fight off poverty since three of
them were now regularly at work.
Jesus is
rapidly becoming a man, not just a young man but an
adult. He has learned well to bear responsibility.
He knows how to carry on in the face of
disappointment. He bears up bravely when his plans
are thwarted and his purposes temporarily defeated.
He has learned how to be fair and just even in the
face of injustice. He is learning how to adjust his
ideals of spiritual living to the practical demands
of earthly existence. He is learning how to plan for
the achievement of a higher and distant goal of
idealism while he toils earnestly for the attainment
of a nearer and immediate goal of necessity. He is
steadily acquiring the art of adjusting his
aspirations to the commonplace demands of the human
occasion. He has very nearly mastered the technique
of utilizing the energy of the spiritual drive to
turn the mechanism of material achievement. He is
slowly learning how to live the heavenly life while
he continues on with the earthly existence. More and
more he depends upon the ultimate guidance of his
heavenly Father while he assumes the fatherly role
of guiding and directing the children of his earth
family. He is becoming experienced in the skillful
wresting of victory from the very jaws of defeat; he
is learning how to transform the difficulties of
time into the triumphs of eternity.
And so,
as the years pass, this young man of Nazareth
continues to experience life as it is lived in
mortal flesh on the worlds of time and space. He
lives a full, representative, and replete life on
Urantia. He left this world ripe in the experience
which his creatures pass through during the short
and strenuous years of their first life, the life in
the flesh. And all this human experience is an
eternal possession of the Universe Sovereign. He is
our understanding brother, sympathetic friend,
experienced sovereign, and merciful father.
As a
child he accumulated a vast body of knowledge; as a
youth he sorted, classified, and correlated this
information; and now as a man of the realm he begins
to organize these mental possessions preparatory to
utilization in his subsequent teaching, ministry,
and service in behalf of his fellow mortals on this
world and on all other spheres of habitation
throughout the entire universe of Nebadon.
Born
into the world a babe of the realm, he has lived his
childhood life and passed through the successive
stages of youth and young manhood; he now stands on
the threshold of full manhood, rich in the
experience of human living, replete
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in the
understanding of human nature, and full of sympathy
for the frailties of human nature. He is becoming
expert in the divine art of revealing his Paradise
Father to all ages and stages of mortal creatures.
And now
as a full-grown man an adult of the realm he
prepares to continue his supreme mission of
revealing God to men and leading men to God. |